Gasoline

Freakin balls.

Thats really all I have to say. (Not)

Life has been so crazy recently.

From staying out all night at Denny's.
To fights. Not sleeping enough.

And wanting to quit Petsmart?

So much is going on.

And on top of all this I can't get this guy out of my head.

Like, there is no separation. He is just always there.

But I don't want to talk about him. Because then I will miss him.

And want to be around him.

And well, needless to say. I need sleep.

Yay sleep.

Oh and I've just been so.... out of it. Distracted. Not all there. Idk.

Maybe its just because I haven't been home really. I just feel.

Out of it.

Maybe I'm just going crazy? Haha.

Or my priority's aren't in the right place.

Probably.

OH WELL.

I'm happy, even if I'm tired. And over worked...

And under laid? I THINK SO!

Haha.

Omgosh.

So much sexual tension between me and a couple of guys. Oh boy oh boy.

What ever am I going to do? Right.

SLEEP! Haha.

Idk. I've been trying to write but all I want to do is write about him.

So I might just get it out of my system and try and move on from there.

Not all too sure.

I miss a bunch of my friends. I feel like I havn't seen them in AGES.

Crystal. Rick. Tim. Darien. David. Victoria. Tori. Kyrstin.

And thats all I can think of right now. Lol. I'm so bad.

Well, now I think I'm being dragged off to get ice cream/shakes.

Oye.

Please someone save me from my brother.

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