Happy.

I wish I could describe how I feel.

I don't even know how to put it into words.

It just sort of comes out as a giggle/glee/squeal.

:D

The past two days have been amazing. Literally.

He makes me so happy. I never even thought this would happen.

Maybe I shouldn't be so down on myself? :D

But anyways. I'm happy. Like, really happy.

I wish work would get better already, but I have a plan for that.

Me and my co-worker sat down and wrote a list with everything.

And I'm going to present it to my store manager and peoples in the most passive way.

I can possibly imagine.

Like. As light and easy as I can muster.

Because there IS a problem. And I'm tired of it being avoided.

I CAN FIX IT! :D

Or I'll give myself a headache trying.

But yes. I'm actually rather happy with how things worked out too.

We're taking it real easy, real slow. Nothing super serious.

Which is what both of us want. I don't want my relationship to stress me out.

Hes my friend, probably going to be one of my best friends.

And, were dating. No biggie.

No stress. Just fun.

No regrets, just love. Thats all.

And I couldn't ask for me.

I know I'm going to hate that our schedule's are SO different.

But we'll still have our days. I might even ask for Wednesday/Thursday off.

But maybe later on.

I'm scared though. If things don't work. It'll crush me. And I know it.

Completly and utterly break me for a while.

But I'll bounce back. I always do after all.

But.... I really don't want to think about that. :( :(

So I'm not going too!

:D Bwahahaha. I think I might buy him a fishie.

BWAHAHAHA... I mean.

Um.

My betta's arn't going to take over the world. No. Whatever gave you that idea?

Hehe.

Its now like, 5:20 AM and I'm not asleep... I blame him.

I have work at 11 too. FUUUCK.

Going to sleep.

Goodnight yall.

Oh and he listens to country music.... AWESOME.

Its already starting to rub in.