Sucks pretty much.

If its not one thing, its another.

The past week has been really rough. Like everything is just getting to me.

I think it started honestly, a couple weeks ago.

When I straight up balled my eyes out at work.

Why you ask?

Because I thought my bird hated me.

And since then.... Nothing seems to go right.

ESPECIALLY at work.

Work has just gotten sooo hard. So ugh.

I never feel good enough there. Never feel like I'm doing enough...

I havn't felt like that in a long time.

So worthless...

Its like whatever I do could be better. Everything.

Some days I just don't even wanna go into work.

Its not worth it.

Only it kinda is because I need money.

Money makes the world go round after all.

And then for the past week or so I've felt miserable. Literally. Miserable.

Something always hurts.

Or something is just sick.

I can't seem to get over this.

And I simply CAN'T be sick.

I don't have the time to be sick. Ugh.

Or really the energy to be sick.

Just gotta keep pumping myself with medicine and good stuffs. ^_^

Lol good stuffs.

Oh and I think I'm getting depressed.

Awesome right?

I just, it comes and goes.

But mostly comes.

I'm just never really happy.

Just sometimes.

I think, I think too much.

But whatcha gonna do? SIGH.

Thats all I really feel like writing about right now.

Maybe more later...

Maybe more in a week.

MAYBE more later today.

Lol.

Lets all hope today is a better day.