Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Yay good mood!

Sometimes, I wonder if people realize what they have in front of them.
And then I remember that they never do.
Until whats in front of them is gone.
You never realize how hard someone tries at a relationship,
Until they stop.
Until they no longer care.
And then when that friend or lover is gone.
They are never going to come back.
Ever.


In a pretty good mood actually.
Listening to Dynamite by Taio Cruz.
I really like that song. :D

"I want to celebrate and live my life."

Such true and amazing lyrics.
I've been really weird recently.
Moody, hungry, not hungry. Overly sleepy.
I'm expecting....
My period.
:D
Any day now.
D<>
I hate all these cravings, and mood swings.
God damn.
Stupid body. ><;

So the past couple of days have been pretty interesting.
Last night, I got dragged out to IHOP at some godly hour.
To hang out with a VERY drunk David, and Brian.
Who I've never met before.
He was also drunk.
And did not hide the fact that he thought I was a cutie.
And so on and so forth.
Talk about awkward.
I was pretty glad to go home, but god it was funny.
<3>
And my ex, Marco, has been texting me. Which I'm fine with.
I've made my amends.
And I'm not going to stay angry at him or my ex-friend.
Theres really no reason.
I simply don't care enough.
But, hes been nice.
Offered to buy me food again.
I like food. ^^

I'm real proud of myself.
I've been trying to keep in touch with all my friends more.
Just some contact is better then none.
Plus. I don't want to lose them.
And plus, even if I don't talk to you, I probably thought about you.
Or FB stalked you....
Or read through text messages. Lol.
Maybe pictures.
^^ I'm weird like that.

Any who. Probably gonna go do some drawing.

Love you all.
<3

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