Depression and Anger. What a mix.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

I feel like I can't do anything right.

I can't ever make anyone happy.

Like fuck myself. I've given up on being happy.

But I wanted to at least make other people happy.

AND now I can't even do that. D<>

I give up. I honestly give up.

I'm just not going to care about anyone.

Or anything.

Which I know as I say this its a bull face lie.

But IDC.

I'm just so upset.

I just I wish I was at work.

Then I could just work. And not care.

I could go about my cleanings or helpings of animals.

And just not think.

:(

Why does he have to do this?

Why can't he talk to me?

Why am I such a bad person?

:( D<

A mix of depressed and angry emotions I am.

And it seems I can't do anything to fix that.

.....
Well this sucks.