And to think I just woke up

I just woke up.
My head already hurts, or maybe it hurt from sleep.
Its my second day off in a row.
And I really don't feel like doing anything.
AT ALL.
I'm actually rather sad.
Or maybe just not happy.
><; How lame.
Got some stuff to do today though.
REALLY need to do some laundry. Like. Shit.
:D
Gotta get my camera from Sir David.
AAANNNNDDD I think thats it.
I woke up at like 9 something because my phone rang.
I was confused and was like, wtf body I'm still tired.
And went back to sleep and promptly slept till 1pm.
:D


... And restarting my computer because its retarded D<
All I want to do is talk to Michael....

And he has no interest in talking to me.... At all

And he was depressed about something on this very blog.

And yet I have no idea what.

And now he doesn't care.

And it doesn't matter?!

It MATTERS to me.

Because maybe he doesn't realize.

BUT, I still care....

I still want to know why he was upset.

And I can't even know that?

D:

Wtf did I do?....

My heart hurts.... A lot....

And I think I just am going to go back to sleep...

Or cry my eyes out.

Either or. I'm SURE it doesn't matter.

I guess that means I don't matter? :(

Thats even more depressing.

:(