Beardie :[

Today has been SUCH a horrible day.

UGH.

First off, I woke up late for work, 2 hours later then I wanted to wake up. I was an hour and a half late for work. FML. Then on top of that the fish order was a pain in my ass.

Maybe because I haven't done it in... Oh a year and a half probably? Like Fuck me.

And like I nearly started BALLING my eyes out in front of my manager (my old Petcare manager) when he asked why I was late, and tried to joke about changing around my schedule for next week. I just, I felt SO bad. I didn't wake up to ANY of my alarms, I set like 3!

Fuck me.

So I'm emotional today. Thats been established.

So I go about my day, feeling like everyone is mad at me until Kayte my manager comes and jokes and talks to me. Which made me feel ten thousand/billion times better.

And I ask to stay the hour and a half later because I was late, thats approved but then, I get caught up with these customers that wanted to know EVERYTHING about bearded dragons.

So I ended up staying an hour later then I was suppose to.

THEN I get a call, while off the clock, from my brother saying they found my bearded dragon on the floor. IN THE LIVING ROOM. With my cat circling it.

I nearly had a heart attack. I basically threw the store phone and RAN out the door. I think I broke at least, 5 laws.

Then I like, get in my house and I'm balling' my eyes out holding my bearded dragon because hes so weak and tired looking. It breaks my heart and I think he might have broken something, but I call my manager at Petsmart and he tells me what I gotta do. Which is basically leave him be unless I have you know, 400 dollars laying around to take him to the vet.

WHICH I don't.

So I sit with him for like, a hour at least, just putting good/healing energy into him.

Hoping and praying he'll be okay.

Making sure he knows I'm here and that I love him.

Like. :(

Today so far, SUCKS.

I really hope it gets better.

I'm at least going to pretend for Adrian's sake.

We're celebrating his birthday.

<3

Oh boy pray for Beardie.