Sometimes, days like this.

I feel like the entire world is crushing down on me and I have no way to control it.

Its frustrating and confusing and makes me want to give in.

I know I'm making this all up in my head but I can't help the way it makes me feel.

Work is getting interesting and more intense.

Today it was such a long day, with talking and being as professional as humanly possible... for me.

I was training the new guy which was fun.

He seems like hes catching on easily.

But at the same time, now I can never let him down.

I can't just, let go I guess.

Because now I have such responsibility. My manager looked at me with such proud-ness I didn't know what to say.

Like this is something new to me. I'm not use to it.

I like it but its just so tiring.

So very tiring.

I'm left feeling weak, shaky, hungry, and tired. Then on top of that.

I come home to madness.

I try to escape, think about something read a random book. And I'm only pulled back into it.

My brother can be SO annoying. I tell him I'm tired and don't feel like driving and yet he still bugs me. Pushes me. And I don't understand why.

I literally had to tell him 3 times, and then my mother even stepped in.

Wtf? Does he understand nothing?

I guess suddenly. I'm feeling overwhelmed.

Or something.

Idk.

Time to go now.

<3