No one realizes...

What I'd do to excell. To have people proud of me and look at me like I'm that shining star in their life...

To have my grandma look at me with such proud eyes knowing that I'm doing good.

To be able to help her. To help everyone.

To do something I love and enjoy.

I love Petsmart.

Love it more then my social life, then my love life.

I love animals. Love the people I work with, customers and co-workers.

If I didn't, I wouldn't be so passionate.

I got a HUGE scare when I thought I was going to get fired.

When I thought they were going to take away the only thing I loved more then life....

And I cried, and told myself to dry my tears and work.

To prove to them.

Show them everything I can do. All my knowledge.

Because I was slacking I wasn't doing my best.

So thats what I did.

And every single person has said how much better I've done, and what they've seen in me is only good.

Now I just need to get even better.

I want to most of all do whats best for the animals and whats best for the customers.

I can do this.

And I will.

I want to be lead so much.

And I'm willing to do what it takes to become lead.

To be that person.

Quit Ulta? Yes.

Work even harder? Yes.

Give up on my social life and love life for a while? Yes.

Dedicate myself to work for as long as it takes? Yes.

Be amazing like I always am? Yes.

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