Oye

I sometimes feel like I'm falling. Falling and falling deeper and deeper

and nothing will ever catch me and hold. That all my nightmares and all my fears will come

and eat me up before anyone would even notice I'm gone.

There are MAJOR changes going on in my life right now.

Work especially, basically everything is changing around.

Eric, my manger is gonna be my ops manager which is even higher then he is.

My lead is going to be MY manager.

And her lead position is up for grabs. Which worries me to no end honestly.

Because Jessica can be suuch a bitch.

Oye.

Then other things in my life. Like, boyfriend/ex....? IDK what we even are.

I know I want him in my life and maybe he is right espeically with everything changing.

I just, don't have time on my hands. Do I want to lose him? No.

Am I moody and weird and can't do everything? Yes.

I hope he understands and can still be around. I don't want to hurt him or anything.

I just gotta look out for myself. You know? SIGH

I CUT MY HAIR.

Everyone is going to be mad at me. But I think it looks great.

AND it'll work so much better for the summer.

Its short but still touching my shoulders, it just has a lot of layers in it.

Pictures as soon as I can. <3

ALSO: I have a baby painted turtle now.

His name is Mucho Grande and I love him with all my heart. <3

He is so cute.

Even my mom likes him. She's always wanted a turtle she said.

Mothers day gift?

I THINK SO. =]

I brought my Beardie to work and he is for shore, legit. a boy.

But I think I want to rename him.

His name just isn't cool enough as my manager put it. :D

/Sigh time to think and do some soul searching I guess.

Maybe some good old comfort food too. Or a good book?

Clubbing anyone? lol