"You had me at hello"

Yesterday was sorta lame.

Work was just tiring. Little things that I tried to ignore.

And I mostly just pretended I was in a fantastic mood and such.

And then I got home, and my family was just starting to eat steak....

Like really? None for me?

Didn't even think to ask me if I was coming home?

And I felt even shittier because I had gone out to get my grandma something for her tanks that I knew she wanted, and had gotten the cat food and collars and it was just like, WTF? Then they like, gave me whatever they didn't want from their food. Like, :( this is really lame.

Then I felt pretty shitty because I passed out when I was suppose to go see the boyfriend and he got mad and I was mad before even though I was just frustrated. It was just no bueno but things are better now.

Time to start another week. Whee.... Not.

I just want to go back to sleep. LOL even though I just slept for nearly 14 hours.

Not awesome. At all. Sorta.

MY KNEE HURTS LIKE A BITCH.

I take like 5-6 steps and I'm fine. Then that 7th step it feels like someone just stabbed the inside of my kneecap.

Wtf? Make it stop. My grandma thinks my knee is just tired.

I sure as hell hope so. :(

Other then my knee.

Today was good, well besides work.

:]

I heart my sugar cube.

We have some pretty awesome times together.

Work was a pain in my ass. My co-worker, who I was trying really hard to get along with, decided to lie to me today.

And it was something SO stupid.

I asked...

"Did you close back rooms?"

Her. "No, why?"

"Just making sure."

Her. "Ok"

Later on do I find out that she WAS closing back rooms.

And she had closed everything else as well.

Like ok, you wanted to close to help or whatever. I'm fine with that.

But then you go ahead and LIE to me?

WTF? Why are you so retarded?

And THEN shes gotta be a bitch and have an attitude?

Like, no wonder you think I don't like you.

Don't LIE to me about stupid shit.

DUR.

Its just so frustrating. Like we don't get along anymore. Okay.

You feel the need to do EVERYTHING. And somewhere in this you think your gonna get lead.

Except Idk how your gonna get lead because Kayte isn't going anywhere!

Like... Are you planning on murder?

Because your retarded.

Gosh she makes me so angry.

THEN she just doesn't do a good job closing anymore.

She only checks all the animals, makes sure they have food and water to get through the night.

And thats it.

If the water bottle is low.

FILL IT UP. FUCK.

Like, don't let it get empty.

Hell, don't let it even get half way.

Make sure there is NO possible way for any animal to die or anything.

Reptiles especially snakes like water too.

Give them water. NOT THAT HARD.

And then I have this irrational fear that from her quick closing shes doing it is going to get neglectful and an animal is going to die.

I DO NOT LIKE ANIMALS DYING.

Especially animals I like and love.

WHICH IS ALL BUT SPIDERS.

Like, birds need constant water. all the time...

If a bird died because she decided to close at like, 5... I am going to flip a shit and probably break something and get in trouble or written up.

Like. Its completely irrational, but well, I love my animals.

/sigh.

Someone shoot me. Please?!

Goodnight before I explode into a million pieces.

My current though of the night is... what would you do/say/take if I died? Not saying I'm dying anytime soon!! Promise. Just a passing thought. :] <3

:] I am text blogging? .... swwwwweeeeeeeet bwahahahahaha now ill take over the world!

"Where's my angel?"

I feel like I just wasted two hours of my life... I've done NOTHING in the past two hours.

I WAS going to go back to sleep.

And then couldn't. Wtf?

I'm so strange.

But not NEARLY as strange as finding a band called 'Taco'

On your computer.

Was I on crack...?

Possibly....

Oh shit!

Going to work later.

Shower now.

Helping frank soon.

Also.

I FOUND A PIKACHU UNDER MY BED!

=]

So cute.

eihsif

Does anyone else go onto their blog just to feed their fish... Or for that matter...

Go on my blog to feed my fish?

...

They are just SO cute!

:]

oh bby oh bby

Crystal is sleeping in my bed.

;]

It is AWESOME.

I am currently on the floor blogging and listening to OMG.

We went to IHOP and had salad's....

We are so lame.

Work was good today. Closed with my manager.

Someone got fired. Idk why... I'm so curious.

I wonder why he got fired.... hummmm

Review will be within the next week (7days)

Ugh I can't seem to get this over with!

Kayte my wonderful lead gave me her 5 gallon she didn't want.

=]

I am SO excited. Idk where to put it though or anything...

But still. YAY! 5 gallon. Hehe

I don't really feel like writing about my day anymore or whatever else happened....

FISHIES! =]

That is all. Goodnight world.

Dear Darien,

I LOVE YOU!

<3>

I figured it would be a surprising love when you did see my comments.

No big deal. I promise.

Blog = silly?

Love,

Ayla.

"Holla!"

Currently obsessed with the song OMG by Usher ft. Will I Am.

<3

Today was a good day. I didn't fight with anyone, got a decent amount of work done in the 3 hours and 45 minutes I worked. Saw the boyfriend and hung out with my grandma and brother.

I made mac n cheese for everyone. Bwahaha.

Also made boyfriend and grandma watch America's Next Top Model. Hehehe, I win.

THEN: later hung out with Darien and Frank at Ihop. lol. Great times. "Holla!"

We were the ONLY ones in there for a good portion of the time. It was epic.

They make me smile. :] --dinosaur smile!

<3>

Why do I have such awesome people in my life?

Only regret is not seeing the loveofmylife Crystal.

But I will fix that soon of course.

Otherwise I am super stressed about money. Next week is gonna be pretty tight. But not as bad as this week....

After bills and gas I'll have roughly $60 dollars to my name....

Fuuuck. :( Idk what to do anymore.

Should I resort to working nights again? It will probably kill me and I'll end up getting sick again... But I need money's!

ALSO. My mom's in the hospital again... Her pancreatitis is flaring up again. Except that she hasn't stopped drinking. And even her doctor asked her if she was an idiot or something.

I'm starting to think that this is her way of killing herself.... The slow and painful way....

IDK what to do anymore. I'm just so upset with her. I already lost my father and now if she doesn't take care of herself my grandma says it COULD turn into cancer.

And well, that sort of cancer is almost always fatal.

WTF? My moms retarded.... Or doesn't love us enough to live....

But I'd much rather think shes just retarded....

:(

On the plus side the loveofmylife Crystal bought me another betta. <3>

He hangs above my bed. hehehehe

Ily crystal and betta.

My text is the color of my coffee when I put too much cream in it. <3>

Work in an hour

My goal(s) today: Do not get into a fight with Jessica.

Smile like I mean it.

Do more laundry.

Find coffee. (This is more like a mission)

Other then that I only work a like 3 hour shift. Its stupid.

Oh well.

Wish me and my flaring up sinus's good luck.

Ftw....?

My mind is currently trying to take me in 5 different directions at once. And let me tell you it is just not fun.

I can't seem to stay on one thought and complete it. I just, feel lost in transition....

Picnic was A M A Z I N G. Darien made this freakin sweet Spinach dip. It was literally amazing. We ate a whole roll of crackers with it. <3>

Crystal came and joined us and we all laid around on the blankets. And this is love.... lol

Later on Crystal and me hung out, we did errands and then we kidnapped Kayte! Well more like, you should come to Best Buy... Sure, I'll be social. BWAHAHAHAHAH.... And that is how we kidnapped Kayte. =] It was so much fun, we got food and Portillos and went to target at 9pm. Lol I hate when people come into Petsmart at 9pm yet we did it. :D We are cool like that.

Water+Salt=dead fish. "Why is my fish dying?!"

<3>

Crystal bought ice cream. <3

(insert random sherbet) + newyork cheese cake ice cream = amazing.

And now I am home still very lost within my own thoughts.

Oh boy.

Tomorrow is my first day back to work in 3 days. I'm excited and very very nervous.

Wish me luck!

Tomorrow or the next I'll be having my review.

Whee more money?

God I hope so!

Goodnight moon

Waking up

To pounding on the walls?

Just what I wanted to hear when I woke up....

THANKS now I have a headache.

Didn't I just wake up?

I seriously think people shouldn't work with hammers before 12pm.

=]

That would make me a happy Ayla.

Going picnicking with Darien shortly. With a blanket and everything.

Whee.

I'll have pictures up of everything shortly.

Also.

What happened to the 80 degree weather?! Give it back to me!

Weird mood

All I want is to sleep.

Or stare at a wall... I think I'm losing it.

But I can't seem to snap out of it.

Hum....

Oh well.

Maybe I'll sleep tonight?

<3

"How much did we just spend on rocks?"

Today was oh so interesting.

Got woken up by Mister Frank.

Went off to Harper College were I sat in the parking lot basking for like... an hour.

>>; He had said only 30 minutes too!

THEN we went off to Crystal's house.

She fed us.

I think I am going to steal her from her boyfriend and make her cook for me.

=]

She'll enjoy it.

Or something like that...

My other option is to steal Frank.

He says he can cook just as good.

I'll be the judge of that. Bwahahah....

<3

Later on we got Crystal's siblings from school because they are sickers.

X

Stay away.

I can't get sick. x.x

Kayla ALMOST looked white... she did not look good.

We got bf Jake from work and we went off to Gurnee!!

Gurnee was torture because as we walked I got hungrier and hungrier

o.o;

I never wanted to mug someone more then I did then.

And finally we arrived at the crystal shop.

"Black Market Minerals"

AWESOME. And cheaper then balls.

We got a bunch of stuff and I even made a necklace.

18 dollars all together for two bags full of stuff.

Can you say ballin'?

Then we did some other stuff too....

And then we ate.

=]

FOOD.

Denny's and Spunky Dunker's Donuts.

BESTDONUTSEVER.

And thats the end of my story.

Buy me food.

I am pooor!

<3

Sleep? No F U you don't deserve sleep.

(This is frank currently driving me to his school so he can go to school.... whee....)

My plan to sleep in FAILED.

Thanks Frank...

Three phone calls and 6 text messages later I'm up.

><;

YAY 5 hours of sleep...

>.>;

Sleep hates me.

T_T

Tomorrow/Later today

SO MUCH STUFF.

Why must my life be so hectic?

I have too...

Pick my boyfriend up from work, maybe drive him to work too.

(which I don't mind. =] )

My friend FRANK wants me to get him from school.

I don't mind that either. Its just SO far away...

Me and theloveofmylife CRYSTAL are suppose to go to Gurnee to get crystals. <3

I'm suppose to find FRANK a girlfriend.....? fml....

ALSO... I want to go to Best Buy to get a new phone... Maybe?

This is a big IDK because I don't wanna re-download all my apps.

Is that a silly reason not to get a new phone...?

Then at 7pm the AP art show is on at my old High School. And a few of my friends have work up.

I feel like I have to go. PLUS. I love art. <3

I'm sure this is more I have to do... I just can't remember right now....

Its almost 5am.

SHOULD I SLEEP?!?!?!?!

OH RIGHT.!!

Doctors.... I need my BC...

And I still need to make an appointment....

Ahhh I think Doctor's is going to have to wait.

SORRY HEALTH!

Rain check? =]

Well, yeah... wish me luck? I think I might just fall over and die tomorrow/today.

Also just finished downloading a SHIT load of music.... :D

I. can. not. wait!

Plans for later this week you may ask?

GO TO CHI-TOWN! With the loveofmylife CRYSTAL.

And working. I think my work loves and hates me.

I have three days off but I have to work 5(+) days. Which is a good and a bad thing really.

Good because I'll stay busy all week.

Bad because I'll be dead tired by the end of it all.

Again, wish me luck?

ALSO: something is wrong with my laptop.

I shut it down like a good girl for once. And when I got home it didn't want to restart/start in the first place. I took me almost... 20 minutes just to get it to run. I was FREAKING out. And if I lose this much music again I think I'm just going to give up on having a laptop. :(

And my music player (media monkey) is being stupid.

SOMEONE FIX IT!

And now I go to sleep.

<3

NIGHT!

My first blog EVA

This is pretty rad. Its almost 4am and I am blogging and I feel pretty cool about it.

My cat Tuxy is sittin/sleeping right next to me.

Sweet.

Blah blah blah by Ke$ha is playing in the background and life is good.

Lots of stuff to do tomorrow.

I almost don't want to go to sleep so that I have enough time in the day.

BAD IDEA.

I need sleep.

Oh well.

<3

I POSTED FIRST BLOG EVA.

Gosh I feel cool.